It’s easy to get frustrated about not knowing for sure if you’ll hit your goal and what’s going to happen next, that’s natural. However, I would encourage you to stop being emotionally attached to the outcome, and start getting passionate about the process. If you do this, all of those other things that you’re worried about will come.
It’s like baking a cake, you can’t skip the process of mixing the ingredients and baking, and just expect to have a cake. Instead, focus on your ingredients and what you’re putting in every day, and you will meet your goals. If you have any questions about how to do this better in your life, call or email me anytime.